SO CLOSE BUT SO FAR

TODAY I MEAN THAT HOW WILL READY TO MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY STRENGTH? TWENTY YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN MY MIND WAS SO SOFT EVERYBODY TO THREATEN ME I WILL CRYING ON NIGHT.MY SADNESS,DREAMS,HOPE SOMETHING DIFFERENT OF MY MIND YOU THINK ABOUT THAT I AM ALWAYS ALONE HOW I DON'T KNOW.ONCE A DAY I WAS STUDYING IN ASTROLOGY MY MIND WAS COVERED BY POWER AND STRENGTH.I TRIED YOGA AND MEDITATION.SLOWLY MIND BECOME CALM AND QUITE.YOUR MIND BECOME MEDITATION ON SANTHI --SANTHI---NO HAPPINESS,NO SADNESS.HOW IS TRAINED TO YOGA AND MEDITATION IT WAS COMMON TO TRAINED EVERY HUMAN. NOT EASY, YOGA WAS DIFFERENT TYPES BUT MEDITATION WAS COMMON.YOU SIT ON EARTH AND YOUR HAND ON YOUR LEG CLOSE YOUR EYES SLOWLY BREATH ON ONE NOSE ONE MINUTE LATER SLOWLY BREATH ON OTHER NOSE YOU PREY ON YOUR FAVORITE GOD,YOU THINK ONLY YOUR FAVORITE GOD,MIND WAS ONLY THINK THAT GOD PICTURE AND SLOWLY PREY MANTHRAS LIKE(OHM NAMASIVAYA,OHM KIRADAMOORTHYA NAMA,OHM MOOKAMBIKA NAMA)SLOWLY BREATH,SLOWLY PREY ---CONCENTRATE YOUR MIND--CONCENTRATE YOUR GOD-- SLOWLY BREATH---FAST TO PREY --CONCENTRATE YOUR MIND,YOUR MIND BECOME  CALM AND QUITE, YOUR MIND WAS FLYING.YOUR BODY UP IN TO THE EARTH,YOUR MIND WAS NO HAPPINESS,NO SADNESS AND YOUR MIND WAS SO CLOSE BUT SO FAR.MEDITATION WAS VERY GOOD FOR HUMAN MIND BECAUSE EVERY HUMAN RUN ON MONEYS BACK.EVERY HUMAN WAS HURRY NO SPEND TIME FOR YOUR FAMILY,FOR YOUR CHILD,YOU THINK THAT HUMAN LIFE WAS SO SMALL YOU THINK ABOUT THAT.BY PRADEEP PANIKAR OHM KIRADAMOORTHYA NAMA.